Braduh!
I noticed how much I write about my friends and nothing about my family. Well, now that I’m home (for the meantime though) I will try and dedicate my future posts to my family :)
This is me and my brother! :D
Di naman kami nag-aaway ng bonggang bongga. I mean not the type where you don’t talk for a few days and all that shiz. My brother is kind, he really is. We are close. He knows what I want and what I don’t want. Unfortunately, I don’t know what he exactly wants. Most of the time, kung ano yung gusto ko, yun na rin yung gusto niya. Kaya minsan I choose really girly and kadiri stuffs para lang malaman ko kung ano yung pipiliin niya talaga for himself. Saka ko lang malalaman kung ano yung mga gusto niya. AND he doesn’t want to disappoint people. Somehow, it’s so like me too. When someone treats him or gives him something, he immediately says that it’s good or it’s masarap even if it’s not. I hate this quality of mine and I hate it even more now that I know my brother has it, too. I mean it’s good, but it won’t do any good for my brother in the future. Trust me, I know. That’s why for now, I let him decide. For instance, when we buy food I won’t tell him what I’ve decided to buy not until he has chosen something for himself. At least he’ll realize that knowing what he really wants is not something that he should be ashamed of.
I don’t want to spoil him, too, kasi I am kinda galit sa mga spoiled kids. Hahaha. Kaya ayun, sinasabihan ko naman siya (in a not so mabait way) when what he wants is too much na. I think he doesn’t understand pero oh well. Grabe, I think of my brother as someone who is older na when in fact he is just entering Grade 6 pa! Hahahaha. Sorry na boy, matanda na kasi ako. HAHAHA. So this is about it muna. XD
Another pic! napadpad kasi kami sa Abreeza tapos lalala~ nagtimezone lang kasi namiss ko yung friends ko T__T I feel so lonely here, wala akong ibang kasama kundi yung kapatid ko and mama ko and pinsan ko na palagi namang wala sa bahay din. I don’t have friends heeeeeeere T______T
A Text Message
Two days ago was the worst day of my life. I don’t want to elaborate on the details but just know that it was. I felt my worst that day and I didn’t even know what to do. I especially hate the point where I don’t know what to feel anymore. I was sad for something that happened and then all the while I didn’t realize that something disappointing was yet to happen again. It was really the worst day. But somehow, I wasn’t completely sad. God somehow made something happen. I was so sad at that point, I don’t know how to be happy anymore, I don’t know what to think but then at that moment I received a text message. It said something that really made me smile. Like really really made me smile :D I don’t care if I looked stupid there, smiling alone in the airport. I was happy. Even for a split second I didn’t think about the problems, I wasn’t numb because of sadness. I was smiling because I was happy for something that was quite silly. Nevertheless I was happy. And that text message was all it took for me to move on and stop thinking about the sad things in life. I arrived home a happy girl. I was after all, going home after 6 months. :D
Another pizza? NO MORE, PLEASE.
05/15/12
Late blog post about another one of our adventures nitong summer with my friends :)
Papa John’s was another place na merong eat-all-you-can shiz so we wanted to go there randomly (as usual. lahat naman random. HAHA) well since tuesday lang naman sila merong unli shiz, we went on a tuesday. WHUT. anyways, omg, the thing before going there was intense though. di namin mawari kung sino mga gusto naming sumama. i mean i thought it was a batch 10 thing tapos biglang may ibang sumama na. HAHA. define super natakot ako baka sumama si #$&@^~ pero buti na lang di siya sumama. define gulatan ang peg teh.
natawa pa ako kasi tinanong ako nung di namin batchmate ng bakit daw sasama si #$&@^~ di naman daw siya invited. i wanted to laugh out loud kasi gusto kong itanong yung same question sa kanya (diba nga kasi iniisip kong batch 10 thing yun) HAHAHA oh well :))) after waiting for some time, nakahanap din kami ng tiyempo para umalis na di kasama si #$&@^~ (HAHAHAHAHA mean bitches XD)
oh yeah, nung dumating na kaming Papa John’s ang aga pa namin. define pangatlo ata kami sa pila. buti na lang maaga kami pumunta kasi mga around 5pm, andami nang tao behind us. tapos nung 6pm na, pinapasok na kami. and then hintay sandali then woosh, came in the pizzas. akala namin bibigyan kami ng isang pan of pizza sa table then kami na bahala umubos nun, yun pala, the waiters and waitresses pala ang may hawak ng pan of pizzas tapos hihingi lang kami sa kanila. it was fun at start, define kapag naubos mo na yung slice of pizza mo, bibigyan ka na nila (you have to eat the crust though. REQUIRED.) the pizzas served for that day were hawaiian , pepperoni, garden chuchu (puro gulay), and cheeseburger, which the pizza for the day. ayun so lamon ng lamon. pero nakakaumay din pala kung puro meat lang yung kinakain mo. define ang shet, ang bigat na ewan. i’m such a weakshit when it comes to eating so i only ate 4 slices. HAHAHA. my guy friends though ate as much as 10 slices O_O after that however he found it hard to walk around SM. grabe yung mga waiter, define they’re mocking the people who were eating a lot. every 10 seconds may darating sa table at magtatanong, ”pizza pa po?”. even when we were like mamamatay na sa busog. kulang na lang sasabihin nilang “ginusto niyo to eh. e di magsawa kayo sa pizza.” ang bilis din ng dating ng pizza! weeew. define pizza overload O_O hahaha. this was us, after eating. HAHAHA define busoooooooog XD
we “survived” unli pizza :)
after eating, we went to timezone. me and dj played DDR pa nga. HAHAHA adik lang :))) ang sayaaaa. feeling ko ieendeavor ko na paglalaro ng DDR HAHAHA. :D after that, uwi. HAHA. yun lang. bow. :D
“Happy” hour
05/14/12
Natry na rin namin yung starbuck’s na happy hour on mondays! :)) masarap yung bagong flavor ng frap nila. Mocha Cookie Crumble. ang tamiiiiiiiiis! ♥ like OA sa tamis. super thick ng feeling sa lalamunan, parang kumain ako ng isang gallon of ice cream. i doodled on their tissue, too. not randomly though. i got bored kasi :P
this one’s kinda like star+bucks+coffee but in reverse HAHA
andaming tao! doon naman kami sa technohub nung monday afternoon. that same afternoon na andaming people na di namin inexpect na pumunta. that same afternoon na we couldn’t talk about things that we wanted to talk about. that same afternoon na lumipat kami ng mcdo para makipagchikahan. that same afternoon na pumunta kaming mcdo and tinetext pa rin kami kung saan kami. define, clingy niyo rin noh? HAHAHA. tapos the next day, sasabihan pa kami na nag-enjoy kami on our own. bakit ba? bawal magchikahan with friends? kailangan kasama kayo? what if the situation was reversed, gusto mo ba kung magtatag along ako with you and your batchmates’ gala? puh-lease, considering di naman tayo bonggang close. HAHAHA. #ranting #AGAIN
Aww. That world :)
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malapit na maging ako ‘to, idarken mo lang yung skin ng around 10 skin tones. HAHAHA :)
"What you’re going to do with the spoon I gave you is up to you."
-From my ChE 101 3rd LE.Nowhere.
Saan kayo pupunta?
A question, seemingly very common for people to ask. Yeah, people ask this question all the time. Actually, I don’t have anything against anyone who asks this question. However, there are just those very specific moments when you really don’t have… *can’t coin a term which is quite synonymous to right* to tag along. Well, let’s just say there are moments when you SHOULD feel that I-don’t-belong-here feeling and the I-wasn’t-invited feeling that exist. During those moments, however, you shouldn’t insist on inviting yourself. I know it’s rude and VERY impolite of us not to invite you and YES, *this should be really obvious* we don’t want you to be there. But please, hear out our side. All we wanted was to talk with each other. Please understand that we can’t talk about anything personal with you *YOU, whom nobody is close with anyone of us* around. Please understand that there are some random ‘gala’ that were intended just for our group.
No, we are not making our group exclusive. All we wanted to do was talk about something that we have previously talked about and unfortunately, it is a sensitive issue and is quite a personal one. Apparently, you guys *especially … people and …* find it difficult seeing that wall between work and being a friend. This was based on a previous experience and ever since that I can’t open up freely with that friend anymore. It was personal, and knowing that she was going to tell their ‘head’ about this issue so that they could help fix it was beyond me. Can’t you just understand that I shared it with you as a friend, expected your friendly advice and not a …’s advice. It was an outrage. Anyway, that is another story.
Yes, it was your fault and not ours. We didn’t invite everyone in the first place. Actually, we weren’t inviting anyone. Wasn’t it obvious that we didn’t ask you to catch up with us? Wasn’t it obvious that we were suddenly busy when you guys arrived? You can’t be that naive. Do you really believe that we were just doing acads stuff there? Okay fine, we weren’t totally innocent. Maybe all we wanted was to keep to ourselves. We weren’t being selfish with the food or with the experience though. We were being selfish with each other. Or at least I was. I wanted to keep them to myself. As my friends told me before, I am a very protective (with that, being very selfish) with my friends. Luckily, I don’t feel them disliking that quality of me though.
Actually, I really don’t know what’s the point of this post. All I wanted to do was vent out those feelings I kept inside since Monday. I can’t really get it why there were people who kept on following us. Gosh, actually after reading this post, I really think I’m selfish. Oh well, beats me. Screw YOU, I’m being selfish and I don’t want you following us to cafe’s ever again.
Cheers to a whole new level of friendship! ♥
05/11/12
Akala ko allergic na talaga ako sa alcoholic drinks and that I’m changing into someone who doesn’t go on random drinking sessions. Oh well, bored ako nung Friday eh. Bakit ba. :)) And super ganda ng timing ng pagtext ni Audrey. Last friday, I felt that one-drink-na-lang-and-I’ll-go-blackout feeling pero yeee I didn’t. HAHAHA. Cheers to self-control! :D Ang saya lang ng mga pinag-usapan namin. DEFINE TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL OF FRIENDSHIP :)) Sayang wala tayong pic and sayang ang aga umuwi ni Ce!!!
Oh well, PART TWO PLEASE :D
Audrey, Nico, Ce, Ghill, Ebo :)
